Wednesday, September 10, 2014

"tough decisions"

Yesterday I stayed out for 8 hours went to a feng shui seminar, as well as an event at the library.  Took my first 30 min. "hike" in this state.  Beautiful nature.

But, like I said as soon as I wake up the pain is excruciating, and takes away from any kind of outside enjoyment.  So, it's good that you are kind of sort of out of our own head, stimulating your brain; but the physical pain after 2 hours is unbearable so I wonder if I should just make sure I never go out for more then 2 hours?

Going through the motions of going to the pain clinic but they won't give me enough to relieve the suffering so I take these meds because perhaps it's better then nothing.

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